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I hate my best friend...

Posted By Anonymous on Dec 3, 2012 at 12:16AM

So ive known my best friend for four years. We did not start actually getting close until i was about a junior in high school. This is because i was very shy and didnt like to talk about female things if you know what im talking about. she on the other hand talked about sex and all these kinds of things out loud from the top of her lungs. Senior year we became best friends and i later moved in with her. she was my rock and helped me through family issues and was always there. now that i live with her, she is a major bitch. and i say that lightly. she is always talking about how weird i am how i need to lose weight how awkward i am. how stupid i am. i am dyslexic and she wont let me forget it! i am 5'3" and weight about 135. i have a lot of self esteem issues. i find myself fat and what not but at the same i know that its just me being hard on myself and i am in fact not fat, but she never stops making comments. she is always telling me how hot she is and how she is going to be the hottest person at MY wedding. Her boy friend comes over every weekend and sometimes weekdays and when he does i am summoned to my room. i am not allowed to even be in the same room as them. And when i go to my room i cannot come out cause there is a high chance i will walk in on them having sex. i am working on moving out, but my parents cut me off for not moving with them and i am stuck under their paychecks when it comes to student loans so my university cant give me any money. she is always putting me down. she was my bestfriend and now i hate her. ive tried telling her how i feel but she turns it around and says im being a bitch and how rude i am and how i need to be nice to her cause im living in her house with her parents. she is alwsy freaking out over the littlest things. i cry myself to sleep often. and the best part is today is my birthday and she chose to watch tv with her boyfriend and have sex then spend the say with me. i spent it with other people but now i am in my room cause her boyfriend is still over. i dont know what to do. can someone please help. thanks